some things

i don`t know rudy pannuci.never heard his voice except on rfc.never called me.never broke bread at my table or slept on my couch.i`m not sure why he would think i was his friend.conversely....not knowing him AT ALL removes him from being my enemy.ethics are something that i leave to people who feel that they are in a position to say what`s rite or wrong.....that or they`re repeating what they`ve HEARD is or isn`t.....rite or wrong.
i probably did act unprofessionally with rudy panucci......i....after all....am not a professional.professionals get paid.MONEY.so if anybody was BEING professional here it too is a fraud coz till money changes hands we are all just....just doing it.we do it coz we love it.we don`t EVER expect to get paid for doing this.....that`s why i go to a job i don`t love,,,to get paid.novel idea,huh?werkin for your pay?
and i`m painfully aware that rudy has been werkin fer free and bangin his head against a wall for a year.the wall is in brian young`s studio and so even that is handed to rudy...free.two thirds of us....the ones who don`t live in wva...feel pretty lucky in all this the past year...all we`ve done is a cartoon we wooda done anyway.all that head bangin went on around rfc....never a moments concern to us in a whole nother state.
i also feel like rudy gets royally fucked by the charleston newspapers.rudy knows it`s true but he`s in no position to say so.there,rudy.they be screwin you.and everybody EXCEPT us two thirds gets the trickle down cum stain.brian and his studio....every musician who plays for free....all get spattered.to us...it looks like rudy cood do what he does with a blogspot or u tube.....not that i know....but brian thinks so too and he just MIGHT know....and it has ALWAYS hurt what feelings i have to see rudy holding out hope that the charleston newspapers are going to do anything for him.it was kinda sweet at first....kinda innocent.....but it just looks like abuse after awhile.used and abused.thats what i see.i am a victim of NOTHING ....if rudy was my friend as he says...he`d know that.....and i`m not pretending to be a victim,either.the only victim i see is rudy.
i tried to be open and honest on the rfc comments and got them deleted.if i`d known rudy was trying to schmmooze money from somebody i`d have not shown up rite then.on the other hand....my friend rudy pannucci didn`t tell me he was shopping his show around with my content in it....which strikes me as unprofessional....unethical....and discourteous...but i am in NO way one to judge that,either.
now then....rudy`s emails posted on this blog.........i`m pretty sure NO ONE reads this site...so relax,rudy.......we aren`t nearly as pop(ular) as you.but i`m leavin them up for now.coz for a year now rudy has told charleston west virginia how wonderful our cartoon is....to tune in next time to see more of it...and in his PRIVATE emails he tells us how bad we are.makes me wonder if he feels the same way about the rest of his content providers.....that all of it is just free content that rudy puts on coz he can`t do much on his own....and it all starts to look like one big recognize rudy on the street and help him avoid the unpleasantries of werking at something he doesn`t love show.at the very least....he has lied either to his zillions of fans about how good our cartoon is.....or he is a nasty little man striking out at a cartoon that cracks him up.coz his public face says he loves us and his emails say quite the opposite.and also.....the programs that we use for this cartoon.....came from chas wva to help us develop our show.........which is odd behavior for someone who thinks our show is shit...or at least is shit until he helps us...and so thank you chas wva for that or we woodn`t be doin this at all.......even suckingly.
i wish for rudy the CONTINUED success he has enjoyed in his life in the entertainment biz thus far.he must be something coz he was gonna get us on adult swim.so...more of the same,rudy.
thank you for your time....dear readers...we will continue our little show coz we love doin it,and we will continue to not delete your comments coz we got NOTHIN TO HIDE and neither should you.
thank you
timothy nicholas